Hard _ Confused

It's really hard.

Hard time. Hard work. Hard thinking. Hard worry...many hard....

It's really confused.

Confused with something I dont know what to call, what to see, what to feel...What is it ? I never enter that place any more, I swear !  I dont know what is, but I really dont like to know, at least to see whatever in that. Never...

Any fraudulent, but pls never hurt me, life !!!